I am now able to impersonate a healthy person and can trick others, too.
Today, my nutritionist asked how my eating was, and I said 8 out of 10.
The reality is, I enjoy looking for food, but when it is time to eat it, the joy is not there.
I eat with my eyes; the more it looks appetizing, the more I want it.
But my mouth did not like it, or at least didn't enjoy it.
The only food I truly enjoy now is eggs.
Any way you cook it, but scrambled, I'm ok.
I do wish to enjoy food again.
But right now, I just see it as a need to survive and nothing else.
If it is possible not to eat and still survive, I will probably choose that.
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