It is very unfortunate for you and me that I can not carry a child.
I really would love to have one... with you... a half me and half you.
I am fearful of passing this disease though... even if not to our children but to generations after us.
I fear that when I die, you will eventually forget about me and there will be no remembrance greater than a half me...
I love you with all my heart and I hope one day you will have a child of your own, even if it is not with me.
I accepted that one day, I will have to leave you and you will find someone else to love and to take care of you. You are a very lovable and charismatic person, you won't have a hard time finding one.
I love you, I may not be able to show it to you as much as I want to, but I do love you as much as I can. I tried. I tried my hardest for you.
I love you and I hope one day you will see how much I did love you.
But for now, I will continue to try my hardest to show you how much you mean to me... for as long as I live.
