I have been struggling recently and I don't think you noticed. I do not know what to do or if there is anything that could make me feel better but I am trying my best.
I know you are tired of seeing me not moving or doing anything. Sleeping during day time and can't sleep during the nighttime. I am not myself at this moment but I am trying.
I look forward to waking up at your side every day or night and sleeping beside you. This might not be the life you signed up for and I am very thankful that you are slugging along with me. I can't promise you that I will be here for a long time but I will be here for as long as I can.
Life has a lot of challenges and sacrifices prepared for me and I am happy to know that you've been with me through most of it and hopefully, it will be over soon. Even if it is just for you...
I love you. You have to remember that even though you may not hear it from me often that I love you with everything I can muster up.
