8 To me

Been grieving about my health for so long, it's my new normal now

Somehow I thought people around me is doing the same... but I was wrong

My life is just an inconvenience to them

My life... is not important to them

I am tired

Why am I still trying?

7 To me

 He said, "you are not a burden. not to me, not to anyone."

6 To you

 You've been through a lot because of me

and I am always grateful that you stayed with me up to now

You have no idea how much you mean to me, and I know no one in this world will stay like you did for me

I love you

Do you know why you're the only person who sees my mental breakdowns? Because with you, I can be me. I can be weak, and you will just encourage me on. I depend on you more than you think I do, and nothing and no one can replace the feeling you make me feel.

I love you

5 To you

 I am tired, and I know you are too

But I keep fighting just for you... so please be patient with me

Everything seems new again

When I thought I was getting better, I was getting worse.

So please be patient

I love you

4 To me

 April is coming up

A lot of changes will be happening, a lot of doctor appointments, of possible new medication

But this is all for you to live longer, he is trying for you, so you have to try for yourself as well...

You will be tired, you will be annoyed

He will be tired, and he will also be annoyed

But remember this is what you need... you will be fine...

3 To us

 Here we are trying to spend a little bit of normalcy in a very weird situation in our lives.

Thursday, Mar 10, 2022, the news devastatingly change our course forever.

I appreciate that you try and were present, my heart wouldn't be able to handle that by myself.

I needed you and I think you knew that.

We will be ok... I will try my hardest. 

I live my life for you...

2 To me

Today is the day that your life might change forever

It is not your fault, there are just things you can't control and not to mention your mental health is not really that healthy

You will be fine no matter, you have family and he loves you as much as you love him

Be kind to yourself, it is not your fault

You just won a very unfortunate genetic lottery

You will be ok...

1 To you.

To you.

I will always love you.

You are the reason why I try every day, why I live every day

I would have given up a long time ago

I am sad, I am depressed...

I do not know what I am

But I know, I will do anything, everything for you...